Eye Candies

Mario and Pchy is cute :P 

Quick Update

There's not much thing to write about except the below.

 

1/ I have come out to a girl today. This girl is well known of being interested in gay culture. So far she had watched more gay themed movies than I do.

 

2/ I found Thai pop music quite interesting, somehow better than HK local pop songs.

 

3/ I have drunk some wine at a dinner and somehow it screwed up my medication, I have been depressed for a while.

 

4/ My gay high school classmate seems to have the intention on introducing me some friends of his.

 

 

Eye Candies

I know I haven't uploaded any pictures of cute guys for a long time.....

From Postsecret

I happened to have the same thought.

Fuck the medication

Now I just want to say even I feel better since I have started the medication. I want to blame everything now I have to the medication. That includes not able to think and do things at the same time, hand shaking, not being able to speak slow and understandable, WEIGHT GAINING......................

 

 

from fmylife.com

Today, I saw my ex-boyfriend at the mall, kissing another man. His partner got up and went to the bathroom, so I went up to my ex. I told him I didn't know he was gay, and he just smiled politely. Then his partner came out and I recognized him as my current boyfriend. FML

 

 

It's depressing

I am very sad because my mom is having some health problems and emotional problems. It seems that what I have (depression) is also what my mom has. So I guess my depression and psychosis thing is hereditary (I used to "hear" voices and my mom also "hear" voices). My mom doesn't want to stop her work, even she knows that she has to go to the doctors for a detailed physical. I was talking to her a few days ago and what I heard is she kept crying and saying how sad and depression she is, and I don't know what to do/ say.

 

This is not the first time I heard/ see my mom crying. She used to get drunk a lot and cried about her work issues and bad marriage, and I freaked out everytime I saw her crying and drunk. It is like one of the thing I am afraid or since I was a little boy.

 

I don't know what I should do about her and I guess I should leave her alone for a while.

Something about the past few weeks

1/ I came out to my mom after something terrible happened, (and I am not going to talk about that) my mom was supportive and doesn't think that being gay is a problem.

 

2/ I found out that my high school friend is gay and he told me there's at least 5 gay people in our class. That means there's 5 gay boys in a class of 36.

 

3/ I don't feel like blogging. I mean I don't really like writing and I don't have anything to write/ talk about.