Brother

I am not sure how many gay people think that but I do have this thought, I alway wish to have an older brother or being twins. Guess why?

Then we might kind of messing around and doing something silly or bad or whatever

Maybe a foreign brother?

Eye candy of Friday

So it's bad that I didn't see any eye candy today even I went to Central for getting something.

I decided to put one here as well.

Friday! Last day of August

Yes, you have to believe that it's the last day of August and which imply that school gonna start.
Jeez, I am really anxious qand nervous about going to this new school. (Boys school)
People started to talk about who might be gay at the Orientation camp and that really sucks.......
Of course I know I am not alone and there's a few boys which I think they are gay, but they might not, coz my gaydar doesn't seems working well LOL.

Talking about my gaydar, I kind of feel strange about it cause I could think many people could be gay in one day!!!!! I don't know if that's just quirky or what.....

So my mom's gonna back from somewhere which means I could not watch dudetube or anyting else this weekend. Anyway I think I will still watch it....

Problems

So I AM going to talk about some of the fears and trouble now eventhough I wanna sleep soon.

There's are tons of those crap to talk about.

First, my mom should be kind of an open minded woman and she actually got a lesbian friend many many years ago, at least she knew her before I was born. My mom also is the first one who rented Brokeback Mountain and watched it and then I watched it myself next. I kinda think she knew I am gay but she just want me to come out to her and confirm that.

There are some problems with my mom....
Although I think she is open minded and surely a super mom coz she is not like other mothers in Hong Kong and it would be a funny story to tell you guys sometime.
She sometimes would make something funny with gay but it is not teasing gay people. Let me give you some example. My aunt was concerning about my cousin (male) getting an older girlfriend so my mom said "well, then he should get a boyfriend" and she laughed. Sometimes she would also say something about dating and suddenly turn into gay couple things. She would suddenly say something like it's fine for him to date with anyone, if he wants to bring a boy back, it's totally welcome.
Huh, awkward ?

About my dad, he is conservative and sometimes he would say something that teenagers will hate him forever. But he got some cool ideas too. Anyway, he is homophobic which make this idea of telling him is bad.

Family? Hell no! You know those crazy Chinese culture right? There's something about not having kids is not good to parents and now people don't buy it! Being gay is still a taboo actually.
Since so many people in the family (I mean relatives too), it;'s not good to come out.
Especially I am a good boy in front of most of them!

Friends? I have never thought I got any close friends that I could come out to.
Also, I don't really have much similar things with most kids in Hong Kong.
Well, I won't spend so many words on this.

Anyway, not coming out right now actually is fine with me. But of course I hope to let people know and people will love me.

Well, I am actually now playing facebook with a friend and we use message instead of IM each other, fun ha?

Sean Faris

Yesterday I was planning to post this :

I saw Sean Faris in the movie Yours Mine and Ours and I kept my eyes on his body in one of the scene with he and other kids were being tricked by the North Kids.....

A Boy's Life...in Utah.......

Don't mess up! I was just telling you I read Zagman's blog all over this evening and I was fun.
Right now I am so tired and actually I was planning to talk about some news I got this morning.
Well, let's see!

http://aboyslifeinutah.blogspot.com/2007/08/now-what-should-i-do.html
where I stopped since I wanna sleep :P

Gayborhood

I wish there's some area in Hong Kong would be a gayborhood and there will be many cool stuffs.
At least I could walk around there and feeling good as gay.

Ya, a short entry. Tired :

I am surely a crazy boy

After talking to a friend online. I am sure that I am a crazy boy.
I am fond of looking for eye candies on the streets, and everywhere! Even in library.
Oh, talking about library, I was really looking at a guy last saturday in library... LOL

I can still remember a few crushes and eye candies that I like....
A few cuties in Tourist area.....One should be Spanish and a few Americans...
A boy in the running shoe store.

So you can see how crazy I am now, right? =P

I might be crazy

Hey 'sup? How's everyone's doing? I hope you had a great weekend. :P

I found that I had been looking at cool guys in the street more than before. I can't explain to you why but I do. Once I found some guys that looks cool, I kept looking at them. I also searching around the street for some eye candy. Oh gosh, I am crazy.......

I am gay, so what?

I am so glad that I can feel good about being gay. Thanks to my friend Ed, he helped me a lot and I got to read a lot of things about gay. The worst thing right now is that I could not come out to everyone and I have to hide it for a long time. That sucks, huh?

First Post!

That's great! I finally got the nerve and start this blog. Why I want to start this blog is probably becuase of Kenny from the growing pains of a young homo, his blog is so cool. I wish I could also make a blog and get to write more. My English might be creepy and I hope all of you would understand what I mean. Any comment would be welcome!

Kenny's blog: thegrowingpainsofayounghomo.blogspot.com