Damn!

What happened? I can't believe all these.

 

Today I made a girl cry, and this is not really the point. I said something not personal but related to what she did and then she cried.

 

Why is that bothering me? First of all it is me saying those bad thing and this unhappy situation made her cry.

 

And then it wasn't just because of making her cry bothers me, but also the fact that this girl is different.

 

This girl once asked me my point of view on boy-girl relationships and also asked if I want a girlfriend.

 

She also told me that I am interesting.

 

And she also look at me and smile and made me feel that she is interested in me.

 

She is also amazing and cute, I guess I am interested in her.

 

WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO???

Teaching Assistants

I have mentioned earlier here that there will be around 20 teaching assistants from the US coming to our college and most of them have arrived last week. I met a few of them today and it was pretty cool. It's fun to have these people around because they are all eye candies :P (yummy) . I happen to find one of this guy attractive, and has really nice eyes.....

 

As you all know, there's a research saying that 10% of people are homosexual so I suppose 2 of them there is gay.

 

oooohhh.... it's gonna be interesting now!

Freakin' Singles' Day

Today is so called Singles' Day in China because it's 1111. I am celebrating it for sure..... poor me...

What's going on?

I have been quite a lazy ass lately: doing assignment at the last minute, surfing the net for nothing...etc......

There's a few thing I would like to share today. Something about relationships and new thought.

1/ Girls: Yes, you rarely see me talking about girls but I am going to talk about it anyway. I found myself having some sort of crush on a girl and have a feeling that I want to get closer to her. This is something weird because I have never had such feelings before. I am trying to explain it by this is my really first time expose to a co-ed world, having classes to lots of girls and have to talk to them all the time (or let's say I have to work on assignments and group project with them)

2/ Girls again: Something funny happened last Friday. I went to Macau with that girl as she asked if I could bring her there two weeks ago. We went there by bus (hey, did I tell you I am just an hour away from Macau?) after our English class. We did some sightseeing and I was her photographer since she doesn't have her camera with her. Not only just a normal trip but a few funny things happened. We went to the Macau food festival and we ordered different food and shared together, we were accidentally video taped by the Macau tourism board (which the video of that might end up showing somewhere in Macau and also in those promoting video of Macau) , the most funny thing is I found her checking out some cute guys on the street and somehow I am looking at the same eye candy.

3/ Girls again and again: As I said I sort of starting to have feelings for girls, and some people was surprised or freaked out by this. I'm not sure about the whole girl thing yet, but I am sure that I like having sex with guys, I like getting close to hot guys and I can't have sex with girls.