from fmylife.com

Today, I saw my ex-boyfriend at the mall, kissing another man. His partner got up and went to the bathroom, so I went up to my ex. I told him I didn't know he was gay, and he just smiled politely. Then his partner came out and I recognized him as my current boyfriend. FML

 

 

It's depressing

I am very sad because my mom is having some health problems and emotional problems. It seems that what I have (depression) is also what my mom has. So I guess my depression and psychosis thing is hereditary (I used to "hear" voices and my mom also "hear" voices). My mom doesn't want to stop her work, even she knows that she has to go to the doctors for a detailed physical. I was talking to her a few days ago and what I heard is she kept crying and saying how sad and depression she is, and I don't know what to do/ say.

 

This is not the first time I heard/ see my mom crying. She used to get drunk a lot and cried about her work issues and bad marriage, and I freaked out everytime I saw her crying and drunk. It is like one of the thing I am afraid or since I was a little boy.

 

I don't know what I should do about her and I guess I should leave her alone for a while.

Something about the past few weeks

1/ I came out to my mom after something terrible happened, (and I am not going to talk about that) my mom was supportive and doesn't think that being gay is a problem.

 

2/ I found out that my high school friend is gay and he told me there's at least 5 gay people in our class. That means there's 5 gay boys in a class of 36.

 

3/ I don't feel like blogging. I mean I don't really like writing and I don't have anything to write/ talk about.