Coming Out

Dear Chuckie,

I hope you are reading this and I hope you don't mind I put this on my blog. Today is a really special day. Guess what? I bet you have no idea. Let me tell you.Remember last year on the same day, after staying in New York for Spring break, I CAME OUT to you! So I have been coming out to you for a year!!

Can you believe that it's already a year since I came out to you? It just sounds like something just happened not so long ago, isn't it?

I was actually planning on coming out to you before we go to New York, but I was kind of afraid to do that. I don't know why I was afraid, maybe it's because I am not ready for that.

One day when we were in New York City, I was acting kind of weird and make those excuses for getting into the library (I remeber one of those excuses is to get something for my aunt at the gift shop nearby). I met Brent Hartinger at the library and I am glad I have talked to him, he encouraged me to come out to you and not to worry to much. I am glad that I came out to you after the trip to New York, it really changed my life.

Thanks for showing me all the books and videos (not porn) that you have about homosexuality and I got to know more about what being gay is, and thanks for listening to me about how I feel and all the confusion I have and giving me advice.

Remember the trip to Indianapolis? I had so much fun with you travelling around the city. We went to the gayborhood and it was awesome. I remember we saw "7,8, and 9" at the same time when we were crossing the street at Indy. There's so many good memories...

I just wanna tell you that you're pretty important in my life. Without coming out to you, I might be just a miserable lost gay teenager.

Miss you,
Jon

Quick Update

Hey guys,

I am still in Auckland, New Zealand and I have been here for almost a month. It's great that I am not making any troubles but it's time for me to go home.

I am leaving Auckland on 3rd April and then stay a night in Bangkok since the flight to Hong Kong is on the next day.

I promise I will update the blog as soon as possible. Actually I have tons of things I want to talk about.

Peace,
Jon

Comments

Here's some comments I got a few days ago and I want to talk about this:

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Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "100th POST!!!":

Do something about your weight problem while you are young. The older you get, the harder it will be to lose the extra kilos. It would be nice of have someone to go to the gym with but that's just an excuse not to go. Besides you might meet someone hunky there. Or swim - a good way to get trim. Maybe you feel yucky now but exercising and seeing your body change will give you more confidence in catching the eye of a cute guy. Ian

Well, Ian is right. I should probably do something about my weight right now. Yesterday I went to the beach with my cousin and he told some picutre of me, gosh, I look more chubby than the past few month. There's also a problem, I am lazy for going to gym, and wanted to have someone go with me is really an excuse. Also, I found out that I can't control my eating habits.

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Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "My fucked up life":

It's not your life that is fucked up - it is the context and surroundings in which it is able to live.

If you really can't change the people and surroundings that is causing you so much grief, consider moving to somewhere where you can be truly you.

Much love...

I think I want to talk about this more on my next post. I really want to move to somewhere else. Well, let's talk about this more on the next post.

Auckland , NZ

Hey bitches, what's up? I am now in Auckland , NZ and this is my fifth day here.
So right now I am at the cafe for internet coz my cousin's place don't have internet. That sucks, I can't read all the cool blogs and looking for nice hot stud porn on the internet.

I am having fun here so far with my cousin and his friends.We went to play bowling, snooker and golf (I sucked at it). I also rent movies and TV shows and I watch them everyday. I also went to a bookstore and bought some books so that I can read a little bit before going to bed.

Well, I don't know how long I am going to stay in Auckland, it won't be more than 90 days. Also, I won't be able to update this blog all the time, I will try my best.

Pasta Scene

Have you ever heard of someone using pasta for fun?



The boy in the video is Julien Baumgartner, the cutie at the movie You'll Get Over It.

Conversation 2

The Conversation was about me coming out to a friend.
Today I went to a few sex stores with this friends, and looking for a fleshlight, but I didn't buy one.
End of story