Nice Holiday

I had a wonderful time in SE Asia and I found some cute guys at the airport that turned me on LOL...........

Home Sweet Home

Back in Hong Kong for the semester break and it is wonderful. Guess why?

 

1/ More eye candies can be found in HK than mainland, not just Chinese eye candies but also foreign eye candies. Come on, you just need to appreciate different things.

 

2/ I might get to travel somewhere during this break. If possible, it would be Southeast Asia.

 

3/ I am not gonna worry about my grades for this semester during the break coz I know it will be good.

 

4/ there's more.................will find out later.

 

 

Moral Vision on Homosexuality

I just wanna make a note here I need to search some clips on John Corvino, who talks about moral vision on homosexuality.

 

 

Happy New Year!

May the year 2010 be another good year for us!

Preparing for the exam

I hate exams, because it make me nervous. I hate assignment less, coz I can do it at home. :)

 

revision, revsion, study and study..................tired........

Attractive Guy

So gorgeous!

Nice Chinese

Don't ask me who they are, I just found them randomly online.

 

The first one is believed to be a member of PLA and I was told that the second guy works in the civil airline company or else.

 

Any comments?

 

 

It's cool to chat

For those who don't know, I have a msn specially for chatting and it's younghomooutinhk@hotmail.com

 

and if you wanna send me email message, please send it to younghomooutinhk@gmail.com

 

Hey Chris,

 

feel free to send me message. BTW what kind of eye candies do you have LOL?

 

Jon

Medication

I was in Hong Kong this weekend to see my psychiatrist and also get my glasses fixed.

My psychiatrist suggested me to change to another medicine since I have complained a lot about the old one. I will have to wait and see how this new medicine work.

BTW, I have lost all those eye candy pictures and it will take forever to find some again.......

Quick Update

1/ My laptop is broken again and I have lost all my files, including pictures of eye candies. It will probably take me a long time to get some pics.

 

2/ I am not expecting anything for my 20th birthday.

 

3/ I have changed to another new medication and it is making me sleepy all the time. It will take at least 2 weeks to get used to it I guess.

 

4/ It would be better if I start all my sentence without using words like I or my.

 

Good feeling

I never feel so good like in the past few days. It was amazing. I feel postive and I don't have any negative feelings.

 

AMAZING...........

 

BTW does anyone heard of anything about Placebo effect after ejaculation?

 

 

Post-school counselor days

I know I haven't been updating this blog regularly. (I also know I have used this kind of sentence to start my entry most of the time)

 

Here's what happened in the past

 

1/ I pissed one of my friends off because of my bad mood and I haven't talked to him for a while.

2/ I have been having lunch and dinner with my female friends rather than with dudes. Gosh, isn't it kind of gay or what?

3/ I am trying to find a way to watch porn/gay related things while my roommates are in the dorm. I can tell you this is not easy at all.

 

4/ Wait. Have you guys wondered why this post is called Post-school counselor days? Well, it is because my school counselor is leaving. She has some personal issues and she is about to get married. She had decided to leave my college and now I am no seeing any school counselor. So far my mood is stable.

 

5/ Thanks for the one who ask me to continue posting, I start this entry because of this comment. I hope you are not disappointed since there's no eye candies in it. Believe me, seeing eye candies in the streets is more fun than seeing them online.

 

 

Quick Update

There's not much thing to write about except the below.

 

1/ I have come out to a girl today. This girl is well known of being interested in gay culture. So far she had watched more gay themed movies than I do.

 

2/ I found Thai pop music quite interesting, somehow better than HK local pop songs.

 

3/ I have drunk some wine at a dinner and somehow it screwed up my medication, I have been depressed for a while.

 

4/ My gay high school classmate seems to have the intention on introducing me some friends of his.

 

 

From Postsecret

I happened to have the same thought.

Fuck the medication

Now I just want to say even I feel better since I have started the medication. I want to blame everything now I have to the medication. That includes not able to think and do things at the same time, hand shaking, not being able to speak slow and understandable, WEIGHT GAINING......................

 

 

from fmylife.com

Today, I saw my ex-boyfriend at the mall, kissing another man. His partner got up and went to the bathroom, so I went up to my ex. I told him I didn't know he was gay, and he just smiled politely. Then his partner came out and I recognized him as my current boyfriend. FML

 

 

It's depressing

I am very sad because my mom is having some health problems and emotional problems. It seems that what I have (depression) is also what my mom has. So I guess my depression and psychosis thing is hereditary (I used to "hear" voices and my mom also "hear" voices). My mom doesn't want to stop her work, even she knows that she has to go to the doctors for a detailed physical. I was talking to her a few days ago and what I heard is she kept crying and saying how sad and depression she is, and I don't know what to do/ say.

 

This is not the first time I heard/ see my mom crying. She used to get drunk a lot and cried about her work issues and bad marriage, and I freaked out everytime I saw her crying and drunk. It is like one of the thing I am afraid or since I was a little boy.

 

I don't know what I should do about her and I guess I should leave her alone for a while.

Something about the past few weeks

1/ I came out to my mom after something terrible happened, (and I am not going to talk about that) my mom was supportive and doesn't think that being gay is a problem.

 

2/ I found out that my high school friend is gay and he told me there's at least 5 gay people in our class. That means there's 5 gay boys in a class of 36.

 

3/ I don't feel like blogging. I mean I don't really like writing and I don't have anything to write/ talk about.

 

 

Back in HK

I am back in Hong Kong and I really miss Thailand. I miss the blue sky, good food, fresh fruit, beautiful beach and places, and cute guys in Thailand. I wish I can go to Thailand again next year, and hopefully I can go to Bangkok and Chiang Mai.

damn it!

My laptop is borken and I don't have enough money to buy a new one. This is bad