Lonely

I am lonely not because I'm alone but also I am bored. It's fine for be to be alone but not to feel lonely. It sucks!
I wish to have someone to cuddle with right now and talk.......

Boy Love

Happy Thanksgiving for those who celebrate Thanksgiving.

Having a lover is so great......You can kiss whatever you want....

I wonder when will I get a boyfriend :P

Cute Czech Boys

Boring Weekend

This weekend is totally boring. I have nothing to do and just stay home. Wouldn't it be great to have someone to make out with?

Bryan

Hey Bryan,

You can add me to your msn or send me e-mail.


Jon

What kind of guy should I date?

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Thursday fun

I just got home from a mini gathering with three of my other friends.
We had dinner together and then walking around somewhere, we finally stopped at the park and we talked a little bit. And then we played cards til 10.30pm. (11.12 pm now)

The three other friends, I have crush on one of them.
He is just pretty normal but pretty hot too. He plays soccer a lot and we used to be in the same class at form 0ne and then we weren't in the same class til form 4. We did do something nasty together a few times.

Well, I don't mind to tell you what we did, it's just something silly.
One day I was touching his dick with his pants on and I am kind of jerking him at school.
And he was touching my body too.

But he is straight though. It was fun anyway. He was planning to jerk off with me once 3 years ago but we never did it. I think he forgot that alreay.


The mini gathering was fun and it's kinda suck too.
All of them are straight and talking about girls and I have nothing to talk about girls coz I am gay.
They were talking about porns and hot girls and of coz I have no ideas what to say.

But it was cool to see that boy who I have crush on, he is still pretty hot.

Really sleepy

I have been outside for nearly an entire day and now I am very sleepy.



You know I went to Central and I did saw a few hot guys :)



The Detox said I will find a hot Czech boy with me but I didn't. (I wish though)



I was thinking something about the future, eventhough it's not ours to see.
I was thinking when will I have my first boyfriend.
Will I get to University.
What jobs will I get.
Who will be my first gay close friend.
When will I come out to my mother.
Well, toooo much....
I better don't think so much.



Tomorrow I will probably spend the whole day on finisinh homeworks and get extre preparation on school.





I have been also thinking what kind of pictures should I put in my blog. Would it be fine to put naked boys with penis or even sex thing???

Oh YES!

I have been waiting for weekend since Tuesday and it's awesome to be weekend again!
We don't have fall break here so I won't have big holidays until Christmas.

Yesterday I was watching this hot porn from Czech and it was so cool!
I think everyone will jerk off during that video.

Then I found this high quality high school boy on the way home yesterday and it was cool to look at him all the way in the bus. He was just sooooo nice. Probably the best high school boy candy lately!

Today I am gonna go to Central for something and surely I will see a lot of eye candy again!

A cute Czech boy for you guys:

Wednesday

If you remember what I've said last Sunday, I said I might write some more thing today!

Luckily there's not much school things to do today and I can relax a little bit, so I decided I should write something here!

Firstof all this is about my crazy father. He is totally homophobic and guess what he said this time? I was watching a TV program with him and there's an actress's son died and he said it's all becuase that actress's son is gay! F**k that! I really hate how he say this and he had been saying someting like this a lot these days. I hope it doesn't mean that he know about me being gay.

Second, there's are some other good looking teacher in our school which worth to look at except the hot PE teacher. There's this English teacher with a tall slim body and a tight butt! Totally nice to look at!! I found that a few young male teacher got a nice butt :P

Next, someone sent me e-mail asking about my jerk off habit since I put a awkward title for one of the previous entries, I am still thinking what should I say. Since I have started to look at gay related thing in internet 4/ 5 years ago, I found some nice articles about how to masturbate with fun and I have tried some of the thing mentioned in the article and that was soooooo fun, such as the banana thing.

Oh, we always say that when you sneeze, it means that someone is talking about you. Sometimes I sneeze a lot in day time and I think some of the readers here made some comment about me and the blog and that's why I sneezed LOL

I think it's pretty much what I wanna say tonight..

Here's a good pic for you:

Umm, I think they should just walk naked.

Sexy Names

This is probably gonna be my last post until Wednesday. I just wanna share some of my silly opinions and if you guys have any comments, you better leave a note here!

Sexy Names:

Matt, Nathan, Theo, Kevin, Zack, Zac, Zach, Pierre, Laurent (in French), Cedric (French as well), Sean, Vincent.

I can only think of a few right now.
Any comments?

: I should sleep soon....

Jeez!

Jeez! My room is like hell so I spent a lot of time this morning just to tidy up my room and now it's better!

I am gonna go to have lunch with some relatives soon and it will take about 2 hours at least.....

Then I will probably have to spend all my time on homeworks. =[

Well, this is what Tennis Boy do on me!



Except we are both with clothes and he won't kiss me :P

PS. Just an example, at least I was not naked and it was in high school hallway, and he won't kiss me.

By the way, I wish my boyfriend will do this when I got one!

Horny

The best thing to do when you're horny??

I should not drink too much coffee

Today I got up at around 8 and then I took a shower and get ready to a seminar.
It's kind of boring and I don't know why I decided to go there.
I drank a cup of tea and then after the tea break at the seminar, I drank two more cups of coffee.
The coffee I chose was Mocha and I poured some skim milk with it. I like that a lot.

Then.....a few hours later, I got a headache...... it sucks.


That's all for today til now!

RE: Pierrot , Merci Beaucoup!

Gay Rape

Eventhough I said I'm gonna sleep soon, but I feel like I should have one more entry before I sleep. I don't think I have name this entry correct but I should just continuing this story. This is happened during my high school exchange year in the midwest.

There was this jock guy from the tennis team and I don't really know him (let's call him tennis boy) . He started to kick me in the hall way at the beginning of the school year and I have no ideas who that was at first. Then one day we had this activity from somewhere and we teamed together with another 4 kids for a game. Tennis boy started to do something awkward to me such as kicking my back with his back and something like his. He also keep doing silly thing at school as well. I don't know why he is so annoying.

In the last 3 months of the exchange year, Tennis boy always call my name in hallway with no reasons. One day, he saw me going to the drinking fountain for some water and he stopped next by me, when I finished drinking water, he suddenly hugged me from the back and it is kind of embrassing. And guess what Tennis boy said?
He said I am "the person of love" and keep saying something even make me more embarassed. My host sister also saw how embarrassed in the hallway.

I actually kind of like how tennis boy hugged me from the back but it just happened to be at the high school hallway and I am closeted. Tennis boy is cute but he is not gay coz he go to this crazy Baptist church. If the boy who hug me is someone I love, it would be even better.

Hey, I wanna masturbate!

Well, this week is so far so good. I just wanna sleep more tonight and not being so tired this weekend.

I have to go to somewhere tomorrow (Saturday) morning so I'd better sleep soon.

Hmmm, I think the tittle of this entry might surprise you huh?

I do want to masturbate but it postively do not mean I am going it now and planning to do it anyway :P

Do you remember I've mentioned some classmates of mine?

Do you remember the one who talked about my leg's kinda hariy? (RE: Christian, I can't tell you how hairy my legs are but I think it's kind of cool)

That boy is kind of strange to me, he always ask me something and talking something about me and I feel totally weird with it. He asked me a lot of things about me such as where I live and all the stuffs and I know he didn't ask these kind of thing in front of other classmates. He also ask me about if I had found some hot chicks in the US. I don't know if that means he is interested in me (on the other hand he is not bad).

But I don't think he is gay, although I think he had kept an eye on the jocks who sit after me.

I am glad that there's more new readers in the past 10 days.

Comments are always welcome and I am happy to chat with you guys.

Gotta sleep soon. (maybe masturbate in dreams??)

PS. Detox, I am to lazy to look for other pics :P

It's very windy here, even more than in Chicago!
And I should keep on my school works!!!!!!

Damn Tired Now

I just got home from Shenzhen and I am damn tired now.

It was fun though.

I got some cool things to show you guys!

Hope to show you guys soon! :)

Geography Club

My life has been so different since this two year. If you ask me about being gay, I would say last year is one of the turning point! I read Geography Club at the high school library last year and I like it very much. It brought me to think more about being gay and thin more about those things.

Geography is a book by Brent Hartinger. It is about Russel Middlebrook, a closeted gay kid in high school who thought that he is the only gay kid in the school. One day he went to the online chatroom and found that there's another guy in high school who is also gay. They met somewhere in town, the boy was the famous jock at school- Kevin Land. They fell in love and they started a secret group called Geography Club. Something bad turned out at the end and Kevin kept closeted and Russel was out to the entire school.

I also read the sequel of it as well, The Order of the Poison Oak and The Split Screen. Those are all cool books and it is totally funny and reveal all the high school things. The way how Brent let Russel talking about his life is funny too!

Russel Middlebrook is totally a adorable character in the book and I wish I could have some close friend that have similar character/ personality like Russel.

After I read Geograhy Club, I e-mailed Brent and talked a lot about being gay. He was so nice to answer all the e-mails and make me feel more positive about being gay!

Brent Hartinger's website:

http://www.brenthartinger.com/index.html

Eternal Summer

My recent favorite movie is Eternal Summer. It is a movie produced in Taiwan based on the novel with the same name.

Both of the characters are cute boys and the character which is gay act really good there. He can show all the depressed, spacious, overwhelming loneliness feelings of a gay boy.

There's a hot scene about sex and it looks like the boys doing bareback thing LOL

If you guys have any recommended movie for me, just e-mail me and let me know!