Don't Ask Don't Tell

I have not written any posts because I have been "studying" for my final exams. Today, something happened and I feel like writting something here.

 

After spending the entire afternoon studying for the exam, a few classmates and I went to a barbeque place for dinner. We had some nice barbequed chicken and other stuffs. On our way back to the campus, someone had brought the gay subject up and talk about how they cannot tolerate homosexual acts between guys and they actually tolerate homosexual activities between women (note: the one who said that is a girl). They more the two girls started to talk about how they cannot stand gay guys and what they thought a gay guy should look like, I feel sad inside. Because I thought they would be gay friendly and as a joke, I am not qualified to be gay because my skin is not very pale and I am not slim etc. etc. etc.........

 

Anyway, what I was trying to say here is even if people ask me about my sexuality, I would not tell them I am gay because I do have low self esteem and to be honest I don't find myself look gay.

 

This is weird but this is also the truth